magnitudes

• 2007: 17 and pregnant
• 2008: 16 and pregnant
• 2009: 15 and pregnant
• 2010: 14 and pregnant
• 2011: 13 and pregnant
• 2012: 12 and pregnant
• ...
• 2023: fetus and pregnant

• when a girl wants to kiss you: she plays with her hair, looks down, fiddles with her fingers, and waits for you to make a move
• when a boy wants to kiss you: smiles nervously, tilts his head slightly, and waits for the right moment to make a move
• when i want to kiss you: i look at you from a distance, and start sobbing about how ugly i am and that i'll die with 80 cats, approximately

it just sucks that i take chinese, ok?

It really ultimately sucks. I just realized how much it sucks to take chinese, because while I’m suffering in hell the higher-chinese people will be breaking and sharing stuff with each other that I can’t know and it hurts when they say they can’t tell me and they’re ‘sorry’.

not that i’m nosy or anything but it’s because these people are like my closest friends? and the fact that my clique has 5 people isn’t helping either. Always the one left out while they talk about things they talk about when i’m having chinese, and basically, it all just fucking sucks.

It’s May and I still have no one to lean on and no one I can trust.

I have this urge to move to a school in Australia or America and start anew. I don’t care if they’re racist; nothing’s worse than feeling the exact same horrible thing for 11-12 years of my fucking life.

Wish I could find better friends.

i don’t know who to trust anymore.

to those who never had problems with friends and the secrets the keep from you and those they actually spread about you, just you wait.